Collection of Friendship

It was last wednesday evening, when suddenly, it strucked my mind, what is friend? Are you and I, is consider as friend? Is that, by i know you, we chat, we do things together and we meet several times, we hang out, we are consider as friend? Is it...or ....it is more than it..or is it less than that?

I can never answer that for sure, but instinct play a big role in it. So, i finally sat down on my chair after that laps of swimming and magrib prayer, scrutinizing all my "friends" and "peoples" that i met thro out my life, evaluating their importance to my life, but i guess the most important factor that influence my instinct was....am i important to them. And yeah, by the end of the night, the list revealed a reality of "friendship"...it was sad to see the reality, yet i feel relieve that i had the strengh to dive deep and see the truth of my life.

Hmm, funny to see that out of thousands u collected along the way and u hope to establish a bond between them, only a few are willing to be collected and care about who you are.......i don't want to be a mere collector.......